This is a hard post to write for me. These past few months have not been easy for my family as our daughter should be putting on weight and just isn’t. We have been told that we now have to take giant leaps to make sure we are doing absolutely anything and everything to try to increase her weight. Tomorrow is going to be a rough day for me. I have to watch my perfect little girl get poked and prodded all to get some blood drawn. As she gets upset she will never realize how much more upset her mommy is. And how much more afraid I am that something horrible could possibly be wrong. She is the light of my life and my miracle baby. I couldn’t imagine life without her. I know that this is just one more obstacle we will have to go though and that we will move past this with love and grace.
I leave the doctors office in tears every time we go, which has been often these days. I feel like I have failed Freya and that we need to fix this now. My happy little girl I hope is going to be just fine.
All the support and love from my family has helped me through this trying time. The frustration is building and all I can ask for is my baby to be happy and healthy.
More to come as we get more updates.
